That moment

You know that moment when you pull up your patient portal to check on the time for your next appointment and you notice that you have new test results. Hmm.

That moment when you see that one of the regular tests from Tuesday's blood work came up a little high and further testing was done.

That moment when you call the nurse to check on your missing appointment time (just a problem with the patient portal website) and you ask about the additional testing.

That moment when she says that they aren't concerned yet but it's something they are going to continue to monitor closely.

That moment when you pull up the test's historical data and you notice the upward trend. It's that moment when you feel like you can't feel anything.

My next round of bloodwork on the 18th can't come soon enough.